My pride-- Did not ask enough

Chapter 10:1
"Ask the Lord for rain in the springtime;"
Did I ask God enough? No, I didn't because of my pride. What a waste! Miss a lot of chances to learn and grow. The frangrance of life of which prepared by God won't be able to spread everywhere through me because of my pride. I am not able to help the other to get close to God because of my pride. Thank God for shaking me up through Sunday's lunch with the B/T.
Thank God for his amazing love letting things happen in my life for me to learn continuously, Amen!
10:11-12
"They will pass through the sea of trouble; the surging sea will be subdued and the depths of the Nile will dry up. Assyria's pride will be brought down and Egypt's scepter will pass away. I will strengthen them in the Lord and in his name they will walk,"
What a wonderful and comfortable message from God !